{"id":586,"date":"2023-09-19T19:14:19","date_gmt":"2023-09-19T19:14:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/?p=586"},"modified":"2024-02-14T01:42:17","modified_gmt":"2024-02-14T01:42:17","slug":"beyaz-dokusunda-bu-saf-ruyanin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/2023\/09\/19\/beyaz-dokusunda-bu-saf-ruyanin\/","title":{"rendered":"“Beyaz Dokusunda Bu Saf R\u00fcyan\u0131n”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ortaokula ilk ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m seneden, bende iz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f bir an\u0131m geliyor akl\u0131ma. T\u00fcrk\u00e7e Hocam\u0131z, Orhan Veli\u2019nin me\u015fhur\u00a0\u0130stanbul T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc\u00a0<\/em>\u015fiirini okuduktan sonra tahtaya bu \u015fiirden\u00a0\u201c\u0130stanbul\u2019un orta yeri sinema\u201d dizesini\u00a0<\/em>yazm\u0131\u015f ve bu ifadeden ne anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla ilgili bir metin yazmam\u0131z\u0131 istemi\u015fti. \u015eu \u00e2n ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ve bu dizeyi nas\u0131l yorumlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ancak Hocam\u0131z\u0131n daha sonra bu dizeyi a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131n\u0131 ve bu a\u00e7\u0131klamay\u0131 tek bir \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131m \u00fczerinden\u00a0ve kesin ifadelerle de\u011fil de, \u015fairin anlatmak isteyebilece\u011fi duyguyu \u00e7e\u015fitli ihtimaller ve \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar \u00fczerinden aktarmay\u0131 tercih etmesini unutam\u0131yorum. Orhan Veli ile b\u00f6yle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m i\u015fte. San\u0131r\u0131m orta sonda, bu defa da\u00a0\u201c\u0130stanbul\u2019u Dinliyorum\u201d\u00a0<\/em>\u015fiirini okuduk. \u0130ki \u015fiirin birbirine benzemedi\u011fini hissetmi\u015ftim ama bu farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Liseye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Attil\u00e2 \u0130lhan \u015fiiriyle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Lise ders kitab\u0131nda \u201cBen Sana Mecburum\u201d <\/em>vard\u0131, ama ilerleyen sayfalardayd\u0131 bu me\u015fhur \u015fiir. Arada o sayfaya ge\u00e7ip \u015fiiri okurdum. Hatta giderek ezberledim de. Ezberim \u00e7ok zay\u0131f olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen \u201cBen Sana Mecburum\u201d <\/em>h\u00e2l\u00e2 iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc haf\u0131zamdad\u0131r. Sonraki y\u0131llarda Edip Cansever ve \u0130smet \u00d6zel\u2019le tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki \u015fiirle as\u0131l \u201c\u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmam\u201d ve sonras\u0131nda bir g\u00fcc\u00fcn beni o tarz metinler yazmaya zorlamas\u0131 da b\u00f6yle ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cansever\u2019in Phoenix <\/em>\u015fiirini okudu\u011fum ilk g\u00fcn \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftim ki bu sevgim devam da etmekte. Ama ilk okudu\u011fumdan beri bu \u015fiirin son iki dizesi, b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcne bak\u0131nca biraz ters gelir bana (\u201cKim ne derse desin ben bu g\u00fcn\u00fc yak\u0131yorum \/ Yeniden do\u011fmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m yang\u0131ndan\u201d).<\/em> Sanki o ritim ve duygu bozulur gibi hissederim. \u0130smet \u00d6zel\u2019i ise liseden \u00fcniversiteye ge\u00e7ti\u011fim yaz okudum ilk defa. \u00d6zel\u2019in \u015fiirle \u201c\u00e7arp\u0131\u015fma\u201d evresindeki her gen\u00e7 gibi beni de olduk\u00e7a etkiledi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemem gerekiyor. \u00d6zellikle de Erbain\u2019e g\u00f6re tasnif edecek olursam 1971 y\u0131l\u0131ndan itibaren yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirler. \u00d6ncesindeki baz\u0131 \u015fiirlerinde (ilk akl\u0131ma gelen Kalk D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne Gidelim<\/em>) sahicilik bak\u0131m\u0131ndan beni rahats\u0131z eden bir \u015feyler var.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nas\u0131l tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zel olarak hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fair de Ergin G\u00fcn\u00e7e. Bir arkada\u015f\u0131m kitab\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fiirlerini. Ayn\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde ilgin\u00e7 bir tesad\u00fcf olarak Osman Konuk\u2019un Hece Yay\u0131nlar\u0131\u2019ndan \u00e7\u0131kan Tehlikeli Belki<\/em>\u2018sinde bir \u015fiirde de g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Ergin G\u00fcn\u00e7e\u2019yi. Ankara\u2019dan \u0130stanbul\u2019a trenle gitti\u011fim bir gece (Fatih Ekspresi vard\u0131 o d\u00f6nem, Ankara-Haydarpa\u015fa aras\u0131 geceleri kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131) trende okudum ilk defa T\u00fcrkiye Kadar Bir \u00c7i\u00e7ek\u2019<\/em>i. Pek \u00e7ok \u015fiiri sevdim. Bir tanesi, olduk\u00e7a kolay da\u011f\u0131lan kitaptan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcp \u00e7er\u00e7eveli olarak odamda duracak kadar hem de. Anm\u0131\u015fken, o d\u00f6nem okurken \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim ve de \u015fiir d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda ses de getiren Osman Konuk \u015fiirini bug\u00fcn okuyunca eskimi\u015f buluyorum. Bende bir iz b\u0131rakmad\u0131 Konuk \u015fiiri. Bug\u00fcn yeniden bak\u0131nca g\u00fczel \u015fiirleri ilk \u015fiirleri h\u00e2l\u00e2, bana g\u00f6re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 zamanda Derg\u00e2h<\/em>\u2018ta ilk \u015fiirlerimin de yay\u0131mland\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcniversite y\u0131llar\u0131m boyunca, bir \u015fekilde haberdar oldu\u011fum t\u00fcm \u015fairleri okurdum. O d\u00f6nem \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim kimi \u015fairi veya herhangi bir \u015fiirini bug\u00fcn o kadar da sevmedi\u011fimi, o d\u00f6nem bende iz b\u0131rakmayan baz\u0131 \u015fairlerin veya \u015fiirlerin \u00f6nemini ise sonradan anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 farkediyorum. \u00d6rne\u011fin Oktay R\u0131fat\u2019\u0131 o y\u0131llar\u0131mda hakk\u0131yla okuyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm hep. Keza D\u0131ranas\u2019\u0131 da. Bug\u00fcn ikisini de \u015fiirimizin doruklar\u0131 olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. D\u0131ranas\u2019\u0131n incecik B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015eiirleri <\/em>modern T\u00fcrk \u015eiirinin en g\u00fczel \u015fiiri Kar<\/em>\u2019\u0131 i\u00e7eriyor. Buna inan\u0131yorum. Sinop\u2019ta, ormanlar i\u00e7indeki uykusunda huzur i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funa emin oldu\u011fum, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel isimli b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fairi Ahmet Muhip D\u0131ranas\u2019\u0131 da sevgiyle an\u0131yorum bu de\u011fini vesilesiyle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ortaokula ilk ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m seneden, bende iz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f bir an\u0131m geliyor akl\u0131ma. T\u00fcrk\u00e7e Hocam\u0131z, Orhan Veli\u2019nin me\u015fhur\u00a0\u0130stanbul T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc\u00a0\u015fiirini okuduktan sonra tahtaya bu \u015fiirden\u00a0\u201c\u0130stanbul\u2019un orta yeri sinema\u201d dizesini\u00a0yazm\u0131\u015f ve bu ifadeden ne anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla ilgili bir metin yazmam\u0131z\u0131 istemi\u015fti. \u015eu \u00e2n ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":587,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,3,41],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-586","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-onur-bayrak","category-yazarlar","category-turk-dusuncesi"],"gutentor_comment":0,"views":40,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=586"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":588,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions\/588"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/587"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=586"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=586"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/turkiyenotlari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=586"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}